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May 03 why do i always fuck everything up??? why am i fucking everything up??? the one person who is a true friend and is there for me,i am nasty to him and send him abusive txts.. my life is fucked up at the moment, i have family problems, health problems n i feel like shit but i take it out on others why tho????????? January 17 2009my start to this yr has been the worse start ever...
1st off my friends little boy died the day b4 his 1st birthday in a tragic accident and the 2nd off my ex's grandma died which was so sudden..
2deaths within 3days and 2 funerals in 3days this week.. it has been the HARDEST WEEK of my life, ive been in tears all week and am sooooooo thankful for my lil girl and the life we have.
i will miss Ambers great grandma immensely and it makes me sad when amber asks to see her and i ave to tell her she cant!!!!
I also cannot imagine what my friend is going through and all i can do is be there for her and give er love and support!!!
SO GOING FORWARD I AM MAKING THE MOST OF MY LIFE AND IM NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY UPSET OR HURT MY FAMILY OR LET ANY MAN TREAT ME LIKE SHIT!!!! November 26 me!hey guys.. not been on for a while ive been mega busy!!
firstly iv been off work with depression, just struggling with being a single mum - i know its wat i wanted but poor amber is really struggling to cope not seeing her dad..
i am meeting a guy on friday whos fit as fuck.. personal trainer, 30, from sheffield!!
cant wait, not bothered if nothing becomes of it but get a bit of male attention for a change and made to feel sexy!!
speak soonb xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx November 07 THE FUTURE!!i am thinkin bout the future and what it holds but realy dont know wat to do!!
I really want another child. like now/soon bt without a partner can i really do tht???
theres a guy thts interested in me but i dont think i can get with him cos i just want another child, is it fair on him or me or amber or the child!!!!!
I NEED to have a serious think about this and take it from there but i think it wld be the best thing to do.. October 26 birthday from helli had the WORSE BIRTHDAY ever, my ex ambers dad spoilt it....
firstly he rang and moaned he wldnt have time to do all his shopping cos he had to pick his daughter up!!
then the card he got me from amber was a funny card never sed mum on it and its the 2nd yr running tht he did tht!!
spent most of the day stressed cos amber was playing up and wldnt take her!
hes soooooooooo horrible to do tht to me and to top it off - hes agreed to work overtime mon/tues so i have to have amber when he shld of had her..so now he wont see her until sunday nxt wk..the bastard can SUFFER - LIKE I HAVE ON MY BIRTHDAY!
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